first blog post!

hi ok i dont really know aht to write on here since i just made this blog so im just gonna talk about my life recently. ive been trying to get more into coding and lock in on all my projects but its hard because i dont have that much time and modivation because of school. i wish i could bring my computer to school but the wifi wont work on it so i cant do anythingggg.

ive been stuck in the worst situationship of all time and am trying to move on and get over it the best that i can but its hard cus i hang out with him every day at school, and he still acts like im one of his hoes. i really want to get back at him by getting with his homeboy but i think his homeboy might be a DL. ughh i just want a catboyyy

my ex-bestfriend overdosed on benadryl in the school bathroom and got expelled. because of this i reached out to her and weve been texting almost every day. i dont know what to think of it because on one hand, she was my bestfriend and i care about her so much, but on the other hand, she hurt me so bad and we still havent talked about it. i miss her alot, but the old her, and ive just been feeling so weird. ive been rewatching NHK because it reminds me of her, since we watched it togther last year.

ive been trying to workout more and eat better to get ready for summer. this summer i really want to go to more functions, do alot of youtube videos, and take alot of pohtoshoots and i want to lose like 20ish pounds and improve my skin by then.

i also just recently organzized a walkout protest against ICE at my school and it went pretty well

thats pretty much a summary of my life right now, yesterday was valentines day and me and my bestfriend just smoked weed, ate cheesecake, and cried about our situationships (men are worthless subhuman scum)

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